I find there’s a correlation between my tumblr activity and how my life is going. I haven’t been on tumblr in a few months. Been in a ‘rut’ in every aspect of my life lately. I can’t stand browsing my feed and seeing all these happy / healthy posts. Especially when I feel so unhappy and unhealthy.
I haven’t been eating a nourishing vegan diet (I’ve been ordering pizza on average 3x a week). It’s so easy.
I haven’t practiced yoga. I haven’t meditated. My body is sore and unforgiving. My mind is cloudy and chaotic.
My marriage hit an all time low. There’s been a giant space between us and constant ridiculous arguments, they never end.
I feel like I’m in the “I’ll get my shit together tomorrow” stage. Except every day I say tomorrow. It’s been months now.
I am actually physically sick right now, which never (used) to happen. My body is clearly reflecting the behaviors I’ve been participating in lately.
It’s time for a shift.
A few days ago my husband said he wanted to try and fix things before it was too late. Since then he’s been super appreciate of what I do and he even made dinner last night. I really do love him. The way he’s turned around and been so good to me just makes it all the more clear how crappy I feel lately. How the negative energy is just radiating out of me.
I need to get my life together.
Another beautiful piece by one of my favorite artists Sweet Melis :)
Acro yoga with beautiful new friends xx